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I slept in today and it was glorious. I'm so much more pleasant when I don't have to get up before 10.
Yoga was great today - we did a video that everyone laughed at because it was so contorted and difficult, but I really quite loved because it reminded me so much of dance. It focused more on sweeping and stretching and god there were some really gorgeous lines, I enjoyed it immensely. Abnormal Psych was interesting too, we talked about Alzheimer's and dementia and it scared the hell out of me, ngl. DNW either of those things when I get old. She asked the question -
Poll #1481393
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 42"If there were a test that could tell you today if you'd develop Alzheimer's later on in life, would you have it done?"
I went to do Lab after that, and sat there for 45 minutes doing absolutely nothing because they wouldn't let me do it by myself and nobody else fucking came in to do it and I got sick of waiting. I mean, that's kind of ridiculous. If you're going to make us work in pairs, at least have us sign up or something so shit like this doesn't happen. I'll probably just end up with a zero on it, ngl, because there's no fucking way I'm driving to campus tomorrow JUST for this and JUST to have it happen again, or, OR, I DO go and someone DOES come but they're a fucking idiot I don't want to work with anyway. Like, there's no way I can win here, why can't you just let me do it on my own. Fuck you. My time is so much more valuable than that.
My mom's a mind-reader, I wanted Chinese SO bad for dinner, and I was going to ask her when she got home if she wanted it too but then she called just now and asked if I wanted Chinese for dinner lolol. WIN. She did my hair last night, it's a little too light for my liking so we're going to add in more golden low-tones.
Derek is coming home for the weekend so we're either hanging out tomorrow or Saturday but I don't know yet and I'm kind of excited to do something with him that isn't dance because idk, I just am. I love dancing but I'd also love to do something simple maybe, relax and just be with him. I also want to try to go to the art museum sometime soon because they have a thing on the Lourve rn and I want to fucking go and I love going there because it reminds me that the world is so much bigger than me and I love that feeling, it makes me feel young. But Tyler, my art buddy is being fucking weird. We were texting today and then he asked me to hang out and when I was free and then when I told him, he stopped talking to me? Lol, ok.
Ali invited me to her time share in Mexico for spring break!! I have never been to Mexico! She invited Mette too (WHICH LIKE, THE THREE OF US IN THE SAME SPACE, IT'S UNMATCHED) but she can't go because her school has a different break :( I'll still probably go.
I have felt the great need today to just be smarter. I have no idea where it came from (PROBABLY WHEN MY PSYCH TEACHER FUCKING SCARED ME), but I kind of WANT to do Logic and read a bunch of shit and here's a crazy idea, my mom thinks I should major in Math. I feel like that'd be stupid because I want to be some sort of artist in the long run, but art and math do go together and apparently a Math major is one of the best ones you can have because "you can get any job you want," she said. Someone shed some light on this? IDK. idc, either really. I'm just speaking. NO BUT ANYWAY, I was thinking of what I wanted to get smart about and I thought about how I should watch X-Files more, except this time, take the time to look up everything they reference. I've always wanted to do that but I never have. THEN I REMEMBERED I GOT A FUCKING HUGE X-FILES BOOK IN NY THAT ALREADY HAS DONE THAT AND I JUST HAVE TO READ IT. SO I THINK I WANT TO READ THAT. I also want to read moar Transcendentalist literature. And Donaho got a catalogue of Philosophy books, and he got an extra so he gave it to me and I looked through it and there are SO MANY BOOKS I WANT!!!1 Cinema Philosophy, Morality Without God, THE PHILOSOPHY OF DECEPTION!!1. I just find this shit SO fucking interesting. There's also a Kama Sutra book in here. OOOH, Value, Reality, & Desire. WANT. TOO BAD THESE INTELLECTUAL MOMENTS ARE FLEETING AND I ALWAYS GET TOO LAZY TO READ SHIT WHEN I COULD BE LIKE, EDITING OR SLEEPING OR BEING ON THE INTERNET INSTEAD. :( :( :( |